Volume 1
Handwritten chronicles of a 20-something's heroic healing journey through a strange, modern world:
Fast Forward to 2020
Personal pros of this situation (qUaRaNt!nE): I am forced to look at my feelings. I have admitted to myself, and to others, that I am struggling. I am facing the fact that I cannot control many things. What can I control? My choice to love myself, and to accept what I am experiencing. I am experiencing mental illness. I am experiencing loneliness. I am experiencing darkness. I am experiencing emotional eating patterns. I am experiencing isolation. I am also experiencing gratitude. I am experiencing growth. I am experiencing self-reflection and connection to source. I don’t want it to feel this hard. But it is. It is hard. I am writing. I am reading. I am looking to others for validation. I am validating myself. I am reaching out. I am not reaching out. I am listening. I am avoiding. I am attached. I am detached. I am at peace. I am in chaos. It is a mix of emotions, and it changes every moment. All I can do is be here now. I am learning to become more aware of what I am f...
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